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So sadly enough I tried to ut my ex outta my head for a while but it never worked.....
She finally let me back in after enough of my groveling...
That actually seemed to have taken alot of my shoulders....
Good to know I'm not.... well I can't say hated but I will say its good to know I'm not as horrible as I felt. smile
I'll make it up to her over time.......... just very slowly.........
I want to do things right with her this time... even if i'm stuck being just her friend......

Sigh.........
well Ellen is getting hung up on many guys at ocne AGAIN and Zach is attempting the man-whore thing AGAIN and my dad lied to me AGAIN and my mother actually told me I'm crap..........
its all......... slapping em around in a sense.........
Oh... and I read something about Lenah having some new guy in her life.... meh
Not amazed........ and I say that as in people move on right? I almost did maybe twice...... but thats just cuz I'm stupid like that XD
Heard he was like 20 or 21 though........
now..........
she ACTS 21....... thats true.......... btu
i dunno
i don't want to judge so i'll just be silent............ noone reads these things before i delete them anyways so whats it matter huh?

I just hope this guy is trustable enough to nto hurt her and use her for personal gain

then again......... she onyl gets attracted... as ive seen........ to guys with morals.......... so its all good........
meh
I don't want to judge and push her past talking again.........
so.........
sazip goes my lip