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Why are people making my life even harder?
My dearest friend won't talk to me, and my mom is getting divorced to my step dad, and i might not have a home to return to after this year.......So yeah my life is crap right now, the only thing that has remained constant is the love im getting from my boyfriend, but even that is been hard for me....Long distance plus little visibility equals long talks on phone or long chat room conversations......

And all i have to say to it is....... WHY THE HELL DOES THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN TO ME?!?! And with my birthday right around the corner, it really hurts not having something stable to fall back on.

I look at everyone who still has both their parents and draw back. I am overwhelmed at times with jealousy just that they have both their parents and i am stuck having to wake up to the same nightmare over and over again.....i have no security blanket anymore, not since i was nine.....now ten years later it is happening again..... crying crying crying so yet again why me?