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THIS IS MY JOURNEL!!!
feel free to read, nothing to personal inside
my first major crush
OMG! something horriable has happened. something to horriable i dont think i can describe it without wanting to pull the pages out afterwards. crying

I HAVE A CRUSH! exclaim exclaim

Horriable i know! i went on the computer today and started talking to Taylor, he seemed destracted and hardly replyed to me. so i went on his BEBO and saw that he had added some new pictures so i nosyed through them. smile

And there was one of him and his girlfriend hugging, looking so happy and i felt like someone had slapped me on the face. eek

it was as if something inside of me had twisted and another part disappeared. i feel so empty and this is soo stupid! I mean we hardly get along, always in fights. But i couldnt ignore this strong feeling. At first i thought it was anger, but at what? they werent doing anything wrong. It cant be jealousy! crying

I never get jealous. I then find another picture of him with his arm around her and all these comments saying "Aaaaww wat a cute couple" and i felt physicaly sick. burning_eyes

what am i going to do? sad

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