Today pretty much sucked, I don't know why exactly.
It just seemed like I had such high hopes for an awesome day and everything crumbled in my face and just destroyed those hopes.
But that's something i'm not really talking about to anyone. It's a confusing subject even to myself. I was crying without truly knowing why. D:
::The real point of this journal is to lol at the fact that i'm stalking a guy for the lulz.
He's a senior like me and he's hella smart. And soooo adorable. 8D I spent my extra time on the lookout for him because it makes me strangely happy when I see him. Probably like spotting prey eh?
But I have no intention of doing anything else other than scare him. xD
It just gives me something to do but I do have a crush on him, he's so innocent looking and a nerd which is huge win points with me.
heart
Today I saw him twice and both times I stared right at him even when he started to stare back. Usually I back down but this time I kept looking, like a contest.
>8D
I think he was surprised since I think he's been seeing more of me than usual.
ninja
Poor boy
I've been too vocal about it so now people are on a quest to find ot who my nerd is. xD I've created a game for them lol. I'm not giving them any info over who he is since they'd get it so fast. D':
I know right now it seems funny and innocent but if I keep this up it'll get creepy. xD Pople will look at me like a wierdo right?
But it's all in good fun and a little bit of love, crush.
Well now I have to go to bed, it's late and though i've already slept today i'm still tired, i'm cramping too so i'm in pain. ;-;
It just seemed like I had such high hopes for an awesome day and everything crumbled in my face and just destroyed those hopes.
But that's something i'm not really talking about to anyone. It's a confusing subject even to myself. I was crying without truly knowing why. D:
::The real point of this journal is to lol at the fact that i'm stalking a guy for the lulz.
He's a senior like me and he's hella smart. And soooo adorable. 8D I spent my extra time on the lookout for him because it makes me strangely happy when I see him. Probably like spotting prey eh?
But I have no intention of doing anything else other than scare him. xD
It just gives me something to do but I do have a crush on him, he's so innocent looking and a nerd which is huge win points with me.
heart
Today I saw him twice and both times I stared right at him even when he started to stare back. Usually I back down but this time I kept looking, like a contest.
>8D
I think he was surprised since I think he's been seeing more of me than usual.
ninja
Poor boy
I've been too vocal about it so now people are on a quest to find ot who my nerd is. xD I've created a game for them lol. I'm not giving them any info over who he is since they'd get it so fast. D':
I know right now it seems funny and innocent but if I keep this up it'll get creepy. xD Pople will look at me like a wierdo right?
But it's all in good fun and a little bit of love, crush.
Well now I have to go to bed, it's late and though i've already slept today i'm still tired, i'm cramping too so i'm in pain. ;-;
