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I've been doing alright lately, this weekend I've been absorbed in my drawing studies and japanese.
I hope to get very good soon, but I have to try my hardest. school has been keeping me very busy, and so my mind has been occupied with all kinds of things.
we watched 2 scary movies this weekend, that was pretty fun. I still have to hang out with my buddy jaella sometime, I keep forgetting sweatdrop eh, she'll get over it. I might go to a halloween party this year, I might not, it depends on what she wants to do. now that I think about it, I could care less about going to that party, no ones gunna pay attention to me anyway.
well so yeah I've been practicing realism a bit this weekend and I will continue when I get more free time.
I should just stay like this, lonely and working on my skills. I see no reason to date anyone.... whenever I do I don't work on my skills or my skills degrade somewhat and then its just over anyway. it seems to me right now that love is poison. I was addicted severely to that poison once, but I've now been killed by said poison and have become somewhat different. I can't tell if friendly love is poison or not yet, so I'll just have to wait and see.

I guess I could play zOMG all the time now huh? eh, nah, its not that great. I can't wait until my mom wipes out the comp. memory so we can put XP on!!! DDD: we need it soooo bad. -___-
I can't even use my ipod I got for my birthday.. ='(
well, see ya later everyone.

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