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I got the HSPA tomorrow...I hope I don't fail.
I probably will though because of my stupid a** HSPA review teacher mad he can't teacher for his life, and besides that, he goes and talks to my sophmore-year algebra 1 teacher like, the whole period sometimes, and we don't even get taught the whole period. it would be nice if it was another class, but no, not in that class. he shouldn't be allowed to do that, he shouldn't even be allowed to take days off, which he did at least 2 times.
my parents are gunna complain to the school about this jerk cuz he deserves to get fired.

besides school, I'm doing.....alright I suppose. my mind still feels like I should be in a mental hospital right now, which I sometimes wish I was in. Dunno what to do about Kuro. I just really, really don't know.
I've been thinking about so many things lately.
been trying to stay off gaia. aint anything here for me anyway, whats the use? I might try one of them dating guilds eventually though. thats not what I need right now though. I think.. right now I just wanna knock myself out or freeze myself or something for a long time.
a stasis pod would be nice :3 (<--scifi nerd)
as you can tell I'm in a bitchy-don't give a s**t mood right now.
right now I say "******** off world I don't need this s**t right now!"
xD I guess I am a bit insane aren't I? well, I don't care! you can all think I'm ******** crazy! just leave me alone!
I don't need you! I don't need anyone!!! or do I...maybe I do maybe I don't... I don't know... see? this is the kinda s**t thats going through my head coooonstantly.
just....just somebody get rid of this or something, freeze me, help me, I dunno... just something. I doubt there'd be anything anyone could do though... oh whatever just leave me alone!!!!!!
I wanna just sleep forever... and everyone would look at me as something sacred or something. like if I was a girl trapped in crystal,everyone would just stare in awe if they ever found me, cuz I would probably be in a deep cave or forest or something.
oh yes and my newest philosophy is also a riddle,
"I am all, and I am nothing at the same time. I am solid, but at the same time ghostly, I am all powerful, but at the same time, the weakest thing in existance, what am I?" only I know the answer ;3 this is something that I live by somewhat I guess you could say.
I still do feel like I'm some sort of goddess of some kind.