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My uncle's funeral was today. He was given a military memorial, the whole folding of the flag; You know, you see it in movies all the time. Yes he was in the military, him, my father, and most of his siblings I believe.

I didn't and still don't know much about my fahter, I just know he's dead and now my uncle is too, but I have the rest of their sibling to get to know.

I know a little badground on my father and somethings that happened in his life bothers me when others do it/ go down his path, because I can see the outcome of their actions. Sometimes I think it would have been better for me to just not have known, especailly if I can stop what's going on b/c I just usually don't know how to have the ppl change, I feel helpless and don't know what to say to let them know it's not the right thing to be doing. crying It scares me and I don't scare very easy. Is partly why I guess I like horror... GOOD horror movies. cept at night when i have to go to sleep. :p but that's something different intirely.