~ The Pain I had brought upon my family. No more Joy or Laughter. Just Hatred and Anger. I did it, Tore them apart. Now she's gone with her daughter. Disgusted with myself, how could I do that? Especially to him. He now cries at night and I can't do anything. We didn't know how much it would hurt. Now the tiniest sounds make us jump. Out of Hope? Hope, this is all a test, and is not permanent. Hope, that she will change her mind and come back. Horrible feelings are upon me now, and I can't seem to let them go. My friends see that I am different, I can no longer hide the Pain and Grief. Helpless, thats what I am. I'm not strong and courageous. I'm a small girl that has to grow up too soon. A girl that tries all she can to please the world. A Child that would break down when she hears the word- 'mother.' Because she no longer has one. The world has left them on their own. ... That Cruel World...~
