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look at me writing down my woes in this journal, i'm so pitiful. i just don't kno anymore, i'm not as happy about my life right now as i was last year. everything was clear last year, this year it's so confusing to me it's like i don't feel happiness in wat i do anymore, like achieving isn't as awesome as it used to be. it just feels cold and dead. i just feel angry all the time, sad all the time and it's getting into my work, i'm not acheiving wat i want to achieve. it just makes me want to cry, i always just want to cry now. i always wake in the morning angry at myself for being so damn stupid. i just feel so lonly somtimes i can't bare it, i seem to be alone now more recently but wat can i really do about it? i don't think i can really do much about it, i guess. idk anymore i just want to give up on life at this point in time, it just feels like nothings holding me back anymore but idk , i just don't kno anything anymore. nothing seems to make sense to me anymore, i'm just so tired.