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I hate my life!!! and i'm not being overly emo and wanting attention,since about the age of 8 i have hated my life!!!the reasons mostly are i was bullied pretty much all my life,i'm too shy!,i'm so plain and ugly!,i'm not fun enough! i'm not outgoing enough i'm just a huge ******** failure!.Imagine since age 8 i have felt like a failure! i have felt like i have let my parents down soooo much i'm not as smart as my brothers or as outgoing as them..... sometimes i wish i was dead or have never been born....


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  • User Comments: [3]
    Please don't look down upon yourself like this....You are a lovely person, and I do mean that. you may not choose to believe me most of the time, and I wish you would because I do speak the truth.

    comment Dea Nyx · Community Member · Sat Oct 03, 2009 @ 03:33am
    Please don't hate your life as there are billions of other people living a worse life. I know you have been bullied but yeah, don't let it get you down. Bullies are stupid and cowards. They have issues themselves. I have seen a few pictures of you and I don't think you look plain nor ugly. And looks don't really matter anyway. It's the personality that matters. I am also shy, but hey, that's something that can be solved pretty easily. You just need a little help and support. I'm sure you'll overcome it soon. No one's 'not fun enough' since people have different opinions on what's fun and what's not. If people around you don't find what you do fun, then I guess you're around the wrong people. I'm sure you're not a failure and will do well in life. You just need to be more optimistic about things and try your best, because anyone can get up there.
    I'm not as smart as my siblings, but hey, I don't let that get me down; instead, i try to use it as a motivation to try harder and one day, beat them. I'm doing a pretty good job so far. And I'm sure you would too if you tried! Also, not everyone is outgoing. It's okay not to be. I'm not myself. Not many people are. The issue is just total shyness as people have trouble communicating with others.

    Don't wish you were dead. Your parents must have worked hard for you to have come this far and it would be upsetting for them to know that you think it wasn't worth it. You should be greatful for the life you have and cherish it all you can, mkay. <3

    Excuse the essay. I got carried away. xP


    comment [-Laydee~Skittles-] · Community Member · Sat Oct 03, 2009 @ 08:26am
    *hugs* Don't let the bullies get to you. I was bullied too, and I'm shy. No one has a perfect life, we all have things that happen that are no good, or make us upset.

    We need to concentrate on the good things in our life, and I'm sure you have some good things as well? Concentrate on those, instead of the bad. Once you begin to feel positive, life will become better as well. I'm a living example of that!

    I hope you feel better soon. You are not a failure, you are not plain or boring or ANY of the things you said up there and you deserve to feel better about yourself than you do.

    Stay strong smile

    comment TheGiftMistress · Community Member · Sun Oct 04, 2009 @ 07:13pm
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