September 16, 2009 Wednesday 10:05 PM
Dear Sennyo,
After two long weeks I had returned to that youth group. At first only Lily was there, but then Red appeared some time later and we had much fun. We found a plain white mask, alike to one that one may wear for Halloween where it is sculpted to the face. This was before RB came, but Lily and I started to decorate the mask with nail-polish (for color) and a black marker for the eyebrows and mustache. Some time later RB appeared and she wore the mask and we ran around the place for a while, Red Blank dancing around and etc. Den Ruts never showed up, although his second sister did. It was really nice though. Within the last about fifteen minutes, we got to the swing set and since there was only the three of us we all got a good swing, I taking the lowest one of course. Then, some minutes later after Glass had joined us I slowly fell back and onto the ground, staring into the endless night sky. Lily at first thought that I had died, we all laughed. Reedy joined us/Glass some time later, not really caring of my lying on the ground. I have to feel bad for him. I look to my left and two swings over I find Lily, too, gazing at the night sky. She is of the few that I am close to in real life. As we were heading back to the front to be picked up, RB said that she didn't get why it was that I didn't like hugs. I'm in contridiction of myself, aren't I, dearest one? A hyprocrite, aren't I, dearest?
Dearest dream, where is the end?
'I'm so sorry' is all I've been able to mutter these past days under the medication.
Dearest dream, where are you?
Dearest dream... I gaze out but I never catch sight.
Dearest, I reach out but fail to grasp.
Sennyo dearest, please,t tell me,... where are you?
I'm so sorry.
[End Log] 10:32 PM
Poison Fairy Sennyo Community Member 
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