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well. I dunno what to say.. I re named my cat Inuyasha(cause I swear to god that cat is half-demon) and that minor earthquake today at 6:05 was rather startling... only a 3.1, but I felt it.. And well, I've been doing a lot of thinking. about Phaedren, about Brandon, about life. so here's whats kind of going on.
Phaedren: we've been kind of talking about getting back together, again, mostly because we both realize how happy we actually make each other, and how stupid it is we can't appreciate that and work it through. But right now he's dating a good friend of his(he realizes he reallly doesn't like her like that.) and well. I dunno whats going to happen...
Brandon: as it turns out, he's moving about 3hours away at the semester mark, transfering schools, and that really sucks. I'm going to miss him a lot...
Life: I dunno. it's hard to tell most of the time, I know, because I always seem so crazy and hyper and bubbly, but a lot of what happens affects me. I mean, I know I can count on my friends for a shoulder to cry on, and my family is always there to help me too, but it seems whenever somethings going on, it's either written in poetry, or I cry and get over it. so I guess am I doomed to get over all of my pain alone as a habit of so many years with my parents busy, my friends far away, and my siblings teasing me? It's a rather hopeless belief. I mean, when I went through that really rough time with Ian, I know Ashley worked really hard to help me, and Chrissy and Christine we're so helpful, and Aaron I guess tried to be. But it seems like everytime they did, I couldn't help but turn away and cry into my pillow again... I'm not that depressed right now, it's just me broading over past again. Thanks for listening! I hope you all had a great break...
ahh yes, another survey!
1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you DO me?
[13] Would you marry me?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are we close?
[33] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you ?
 Bewitchedh · Fri Jan 06, 2006 @ 12:15am · 4 Comments |
