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Oh you know,

The fact that,

I’ve tried ,

You know,

That it pains me inside to walk away from it all,

How can you blame someone so harshly,

Like if you read the facts a million times,

But no,

You don’t know.



So I try to call,

The phone rings over and over,

“Hello?”

I hang up the phone,

You see its hard for me,

To say how I really feel about you,

I’ve said it over and over again,

Telling myself that one day,

I will, oh one day I will leave it all behind,

Everything is going to be fine.


Oh, Cuz I’ve tried,

But I just cant let it go,

I walk the streets wondering how,

And why,

If one day,

No wait,

I know one day,

I’m going to end up saying,

Oh one day I’m going to be begging,

Please stay.



Keep on wondering how,

We ended up so far away,

When at first,

We couldn’t go anywhere without each other,

Maybe I’m stupid,

I fell in too deep,

Oh you know,

How it is,

You felt the same way,

At one time,

You too had the same feelings I do.


How can I complain that it hurts,

When I feel like I was the one,

Who caused it all,

Oh, god I think I’m going crazy,

Cuz I don’t have my baby.



Seems I was and idiot who got too close to the light,

Oh it seems,

The fact is that,

I just cant seem to let you and me go.


Oh, Cuz I’ve tried,

But I just cant let it go,

I walk the streets wondering how,

And why,

If one day,

No wait,

I know one day,

I’m going to end up saying,

Oh one day I’m going to be begging,

Please stay.

- nelly
August 30, 2009
16:30

“(Honestly) I’m Trying”