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My Dad:
My daddy was called both James and Jimmy,he was ony 50 years old when he died which might seem old to other people but to me it was too young,in my mind i imagined him living until age at least 70-80 not only 50 D=.My dad was one of a kind he couldn't be nasty about anyone no matter how much everyone else hated them.He was loved by so MANY people.Seriously at the funeral the church is quite big but it was packed out with people and people even had to stand outside i'm glad my dad was so loved ^^.I remember when they were bringing the coffin back with him all dressed up he looked more like my dad then than he had when he was horribly ill,it was horrible to see him so cold and so still....my brothers were there for me and my mum my poor mum was heartbroken,we were glad that when dad did die he went peacefully and at the same time he was dying the light went out for a few seconds then we knew he was gone....I think of all the things dad is going to miss like when I get my first real boyfriend,when i hopefully graduate college,when i drive my first car,what i'm going to miss most is whenever I get married he won't be there to give me away... and I won't get to dance with my dad....most days now i'm ALOT stronger than I was before because i'm kind of getting used to the idea that he's gone but I know i'll get to meet him again someday and he will still be my loving and happy dad^^.He used to be away alot because of work but when he came home he would bring us sweets and we would give him hugs ^^.He was the most awesome dad in the whole world!.I may have lost a dad but i gained a guardian angel who will be there for me through the good and bad times ^^,I miss you dad but i'm glad you're not in pain anymore I love you<3.
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 Lost Little Love Note · Fri Aug 28, 2009 @ 04:03pm · 2 Comments |
