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Self obsessing never ending.
Voices that bring on suicidal diabolical mischief.
Head blistering consent thinking wishing that it would stop.
Always fearing of people hearing your twisted dirty thoughts.
The never pausing self dissolving corresponding filthy mess.
Constant churning of what they're learning feeding on the infidel.
Target plastered upon your beauty.
Rage full siding could strike army.
To promise her successful nuclear death.
Let your dark side kill her quickly leaving her
nothing but a mindless wreck?
******** with her tug towards her feeding a false sense of sound.
Do you realize that now she breathes you?
Burning her body!
Now she will bleed you!
So she'll never feel again.
Her sickly emotions will ultimately do her in.
But stick around and play the friend.
You tower all that lay left of her contused and full of pain.
Tell her that shes worthless.
Her body is just speechless, she nothing but a corpus.
The voices just love this they know they've won.
She knew that this was ending.
Goddamn it?!
If she'd only stop pretending.
Her life is quickly ending
They cling to whats left of her.
Killing the best of her,
she silently crys.
whisper to her "it wasnt me
it was the monsters inside of me.

As the voices set you free.
You are left alone in what used to be.
No one here to comfort thee.
Now you continue fighting the endless battle
You fight the voices that control you
Fighting what wont dare appear,
The cold lust for spiteful fear.
Your brain devours the excitement.
You agonize your indecisiveness
Your ******** up mulishness
decides to never quit driving you insane.
To leave none of the hearts you so
cowardly devoured in vain.