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Doctor, Doctor
Why is your heart gushing out blood?
Why when we face our sexual attraction
You became my biggest distraction?
Your scent lingers on my lips.
Obsession dare i blame cupid?
For my hearts foolishness?
Loving you wildly ever so blindlessly
I'm losing my mind you see.
I cut to feel the drugs my love
I know I'll never breath the same.
You will stay with me till i die.
Right?
Just like I dreamed, watch me bleed.
Lick the drops of pain away.
Let me feel your love stained
Forever on my heart.
Let me devour your liquid showers of sorrow
and lust for my body of angelic wonders.
So soft and full of pleasure.
Two bodies to different persona's.
Two crazed outlets of indulgence.
Fixed and addicted to fulfill their every dying wish.
Why don't you love me?
We use each other i know this
but for some reason i want more then usage,
to go beyond this.
Two bodies entwined lovingly,
You'll be mine.
All the doubts shattered in my mind.
I know that you'll never leave my side.
So naive i have to lie.
I bleed for you,
will you ever remember?
I cry i lie and steal for you.
when will it be enough
and satisfy you?
I'm nothing but purity.
Diving in to inanity
my eyes tell no fault
with my body coiled in sin.
Draped in what remains of me.
How can this possibly be?
How could you let go?
I stood over you with hope and know
nothing shows of it.
How could you destroy the reason for me?
I shall live my life completely empty
without your face?
Your selfishness will take you away from me?
How will I live?
How will I satisfy my hunger for thee?
I am lost in all that has been.
That past lets me reminisce.
Of the feature that should of happened.
But looking back the idea is a black abyss of bad habit
For all of me this pain and continues stress.
May my cries be a serenade for you,
until you come back home.
I once was a whore for you.
You gave me the world.
Then you take it away.
What more can i say
I adore you.