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why do i always feel down when i feel like it has been an eternity since i seen my parents...i have been crying for i dont know how long! and my life is just tearing apart! my grades at school are droppiong! and i cant consetrate! my friends are always there to help me but...what i really want is my parents...o well..i need to study harder so i can make them proud..i even made my english grade go down!!it use to be an A or 98, but now it's a C!!!! or 76!!!..it's a mid c so i think i can bring it up to a B...but i dunno about an A...all my other grades are B's so they can ethier stay as B's or go up as A's cause i cant tolerate anymore C's!!!..so i wont be on much anymore..i will try to come on only because i have friends here and the fact that i cant live without talking to people online like my cousins and stuff.....but i'm going to be studying a lot..and mostly having a time off to cool myslef down..
to my friends:yes i noticed that i have been "acting" cheerful..but here is the truth...sorry if i'm worrying you... sad