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a couple more days and i'm back home, i miss my mom, her and i.....yea we like homies at heart....ever since my sister moved out, i've changed...
i realized that i needed to grow up(around her XD) i; love my mom very much u mess with her and youv gonna get my crew on ur a**.....um my crew you ask....ok i dont have one.....yet...BUT I HAVE GANGSTERFRIENDS(in cali XD)dude like wtf....im bagging at myself ina odd way and i love it
OMG
ima masochist
awkward
im also sadomasochist
same thing
only different
and dnt tell but i dint take pills
like seriously, my mom thinks i should go see a shrink....cus there are times when i feel as if im alone...i could be surrounded by thousands of people and fee las if each and everyone didnt even know i was there
if im alone for too long, i need to take my inhaler, cus i cnt breathe
ima nice kid, i dnt mean to be so depressed, just im always being picked on, i get scared so easily now, i just moved to nc...and i have been messed with more than 2 years worth of bullying.....in only 4 months....im always there for everyone though, even those who i know hate me, if they have a problem, i will help them, i dnt gt why ppl have to act like this but it hurts....and you always wondered why i was so ******** up and demented....ok now i must sound happy
O.O
gah!!GODFATHER WNT LEAVE ME ALONE
XDD
*sings the doom song and screams at the waffles*