I hate life right now.... emo so emo....
My dad came to my mom's today... with the cops.
I'm supposed to be there all July. Thing is I don't want to be there all July. So he came with the court papers and a cop. I'm having problems talking with him. Every thing I say just goes right over his head. He never listens. I don't think he wants to. He blames my step-dad for the fact that I don't want to come. Just yesterday he called and asked if I was scared of him... I said no of course not! Then he told me how his family is. My step-dad's family lies for a living. OK? OK. But I just don't know.... ugh. It happened around 5:00. I didn't even know why he was here. I looked through the peep hole and there he was, so I opened the door to say what the hell are you here for? and there was a cop.... this is how I looked opening the door confused this is how I looked when I saw the cop eek and later when my mom hugged me. Full force tear's.... heck I'm still sad. And depressed. Ugh I need a hug.... cry I want Mikey..... I want to cry.... god I want the Mikey! gonk Life sucks. Really hard. I'm so emo right now. emo No not cut the wrist kill my self emo. Just emo. OK? God no one's going to read this.... emo I look back in a few year's and think CENSERED. Oops. rolleyes Yeah I'm cool like that.... I really want to talk to someone whose not family!!!!!!!!
My dad came to my mom's today... with the cops.
I'm supposed to be there all July. Thing is I don't want to be there all July. So he came with the court papers and a cop. I'm having problems talking with him. Every thing I say just goes right over his head. He never listens. I don't think he wants to. He blames my step-dad for the fact that I don't want to come. Just yesterday he called and asked if I was scared of him... I said no of course not! Then he told me how his family is. My step-dad's family lies for a living. OK? OK. But I just don't know.... ugh. It happened around 5:00. I didn't even know why he was here. I looked through the peep hole and there he was, so I opened the door to say what the hell are you here for? and there was a cop.... this is how I looked opening the door confused this is how I looked when I saw the cop eek and later when my mom hugged me. Full force tear's.... heck I'm still sad. And depressed. Ugh I need a hug.... cry I want Mikey..... I want to cry.... god I want the Mikey! gonk Life sucks. Really hard. I'm so emo right now. emo No not cut the wrist kill my self emo. Just emo. OK? God no one's going to read this.... emo I look back in a few year's and think CENSERED. Oops. rolleyes Yeah I'm cool like that.... I really want to talk to someone whose not family!!!!!!!!
Like Mikey.....
