i don't know... i don't know what to think... i want to unleash my pain and go numb with uncertainty. for i don't know... i don't know what to feel... what to say... or think. i can't stay happy becuz i know that i will get hurt.... nothing means nothing anymore... i can't bear this pain; for i miss HIM... if HE were here... maybe i could be happy... happiness.. what is that? i don't know anymore. i just don't know. i know nothing now. happiness is just a word to me... without HIM life is just a shell.... to hide my unlived soul. the soul that wants to be free....
but only HE can open the hardened shell in which i call hell....
why can't HE be here??? my beloved??? where are you???
please.... be here soon...
i miss you...
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