Not to long ago.. I was asked by this guy I used to have a crush on if I believed in True Love. I said for some people.. but not for me.
I thought about it for a while.. and about a week later I talked to him again..
This is basically what I told him...
You asked me last time we talked.. if I believe in true love.. and I said.. maybe.. in reality.. I don't.. I believe in the perfect addiction.. or the perfect drug.. which ever way you want to say it.. See.. in life you find some one.. after searching so long for "love" you find some one that gets you so happy.. so ******** high, its almost disguesting.. but you don't care.. as long as your happy.. as long as they are there.. then they will go away.. and you will drop down so lone.. that that high and happy is gone.. that there is nothing there afterwards but a shell.. sometimes they come back.. but other times they don't.. my best friend says the worst way to miss some one is sitting right next to them and knowing you can't have them.. that you can't be with them..
 Neduls · Sat Dec 24, 2005 @ 06:32pm · 0 Comments |
