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Much has happened once again.
And I can't wait till I can speak to :iconkokolien: again...
I'm starting to make her shoes soon, so I can visit her.
And sorry to say sweety, I need you...
I wanna cry so badly.....
And no nothing with my boyfriend.
Some things happened...
And some things I know...
Nobody told me... I came behind it on my own...
And that's hard.... And it hurts so freaking much I want to cry now....
But I can't since my parents are here. I don't want to make more problems for them.


That aside, tomorrow we are going to talk with the lawyer.
this vacantion we are going to move we hope.

That aside again..
I feel so bad..
Things have made me think...
I thought friends were there to be honest?
To share things.
To trust.

I don't know if I can do that anymore...
I don't even know anymore what to think about love...
Only because of this freaking crap.
I think I'm going to stay in the shower long today....
To cry.

My health isn't going well either.
No details needed.



:iconkokolien:
I really can't wait till we can talk again I really need you now
I'm shaking all over while writing this