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December 22, 2005
I went skiing again today. Dunno if I'll go again. One of the times going up the lift hit my pole and knocked it out of my hand and my dad got furious at me, I guess because he bought it and he thought it would get messed up or they would think it was a rental or something. And he was blaming me for it and crap. He got it back without a problem, I don't see what the big deal was, we went back down and he got it. It's not like I dropped it halfway up, it was right at the beginning. I quit after that. He hates me, and I hate him. I hate doing anything with him, he always gets pissed or something. Well apparently he hit his elbow on the lift, serves him right. I hope it hurts for a long time. He acted like I was careless or something and stuff happened to him too. Yeah I don't think I'll be going again. At least Kaz hung out with me on towns last night. I found out though that he's been buying a bunch of crap for someone I hate, that guy is using him for money, I can't believe Kaz lets people walk all over him like that. But if I asked him to do something like that he wouldn't do it. No it's just because he thinks this guy is the greatest thing ever. It's disturbing. I got mad at him and told him to get me something for Christmas, since he's spending money on this other guy and not on me. I don't expect him to spend it on me, but when he's spending it on someone else like that, and more than once, then it bothers me, because he never does anything for me. I changed my mind though and said forget it, that he could get me a gift if he wanted but if he didn't want to then not to, because I don't want something from him unless he wanted to get it it to me, it just wouldnt' be the same. He's given me stuff before and it's special because it's from him. He just wanted to donate to Gaia for me or some crap like that, rather than actually send me something anyways. And I already donated this month, so that would be really pointless. I would just sell the letters or something, and it wouldn't mean anything to me if he did that. He won't even send me a real card, he's just going to send me an online card. Something on a computer screen which I can't keep. I guess I could print it out or save it or something, I don't know. It just kind of ruins it that I won't actually be getting something in the mail to look forward to, especially since I got stuff from the last two years.
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