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Moody little me.....

I'm in a terrible mood today..... though I guess I should be glad with Christmas comming up and all. And I finally manage to get back into Gaia after several days of trying.

So why this foul mood, you ask? I cannot answer, I'm afraid. I just don't feel good. Nothing physicall, I think. But there's a bunch of crap going on in my head.

"Oh great.... the moody goth-type that cuts her wrists...." you might think. You are dead wrong. I got more common sense in my head than cut myself. It's pointless, doesn't solve anything and it's just ..... stupid. Sorry all you wrist-slashers out there, but yeah, I think you are down right silly. And besides, you don't have to be goth to feel down, right?

Anyway, if I'm not a moody goth, why do I feel down? I think I know at least one of the reasons. You see, I love to role play. It'm my biggest hobby and I do it several times a week,a nd I've even started to storytell on my own (being a DM, to all you D&D players out there). But.... it's just not working as I want it to. In my head, I have it all planned out, but it just doesn't come out right. And It makes me feel down. I want to bee good at it! cry

*sigh* Ok, Not that that is out, maybe it's time for some good news.
I went to see the new Narnia movie yesterday, and it kicks! I love the centaurs and fauns and if the minotaurs had been bigger, I would have loved them too. Now I just like them. it's a really good movie, I think. Go see it!

//Nari