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I had a girl that i truly and deeply loved once. This wasn't some puppy dog love or something that i thought was love, it was the real deal. We had been going out for a little over a year and she one day out of the blue she decided that she didn't want to be with me anymore. A part of me died that day and I will never get it back. I hope one day i can give myself completly to someone. Right now the only two things that i know to do to cope with this heartache is to talk to god and to lisen to music. I plan on doing a series of journal entries devoted to song lyrics that I like. These lyrics will range from good thoughts and good memories to ones that I would much rather forget. So this is the first one in the series and I thought I would start it off with a bang.

Slipknot- Snuff

Come away with INOCENCE and leave me with my SINS.

So if you love me let me go.... and run away before i know...... my HEART is just to DARK to CARE.

I dont DESERVE to have you.....my SMILE was TAKEN long ago if i could CHANGE i hope i never know.

I still press your LETTERS to my lips... and CHERISH them in parts of me that savor every kiss..... i couldn't face a life without your LIGHT...... but all of that was RIPPED apart when you refused to fight..... so save your breath i will NOT CARE..... i think i made it very clear...... you couldn't HATE enough to LOVE...... was that supposed to be ENOUGH..... i only WISH you weren't my FRIEND..... that i could HURT you in the END...... i NEVER claimed to be a saint.

It took the DEATH of hope to LET you go.

You NEVER needed any help..... you sold me out to SAVE yourself..... and now i lisen to your SHAME..... you RAN away your ALL the same.

My love was PROMISED long ago if you still care don't ever let me know...... IF YOU STILL CARE DON'T EVER LET ME KNOW!