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Jeez, I'm so bored! It's four in the morning, and I can't sleep [When can I?]. Everyone in the house is asleep so that cuts my activity possibilities in half. I bet I could cry; that's how bored I am. Mmhhmm! Yep! Bored as hell. That's me. *sigh* I guess I could just babble, or something. Well, here' goes! I just figured out that I could put music from other websites on my iPod [Don't judge me.]. I got some techno music from Newgrounds. I like techno! I also like japanese music; I'm listenin' to it right now. Yesterday my grandma's neighbor's granddaughter, Savannah, and her friend, Shannon, came to visit *pant*. It was wierd; they're wierd. I think Shannon's hot but she's not my type [And I learned that she used to like me! o.0]. Savannah is just annoying. She used to be obsessed with me! A long while ago, the last time I saw her before yesterday, she coaxed me into sexual activity. No! Not that. [I'm still a virgin.] I just felt her up, sorta. Well, I tried anyway. She kept shying away. I thought that meant "no", but then she followed me to my room. She started her stuff again, and I was gonna do it, but I came to my senses [Thank god!]. Sometimes, though, I wonder what would've happened if I did. She probobly would've told my sister, who then would give me a tongue- lashing I wouldn't soon forget. But I didn't do it. Besides, she had a boyfriend [Probobly should've mentioned that earlier >.>], and because of said boyfriend she's not all over me.....as much. But I don't need her; I've found someone awesome right here on Gaia. We've been talking for a while now, months, even. She lives in California [Of course!] and is like the sweetest, coolest, and amazing- est person ever. Like, when I told her I liked her more than a friend, she didn't freak out or laugh like most of the other girls I've told that to [I just made myself sad.]. Instead, she said she had mutual feelings, and I was like, "Wow!" Even when I told her that I might be in love with her she had mutuality [<Don't think that's a word]! Yea..... But anyways, I think I might take up some kind of mechanics class, so I can build stuff; I'm getting very bored lately, and drawing just isn't cutting it anymore. Maybe a sculpting class; something creative and occupiing.I have to to church tomorrow, or today, actually. I don't like church [Oh, and btw I'm starting a new topic ^^]. I don't even pay attention. The only reason I would want to go to church is to sleep! I don't wanna go! Hopefully my plan that I've developed will work again. You see, I am hard to wake if I just started sleeping. Incidentally, I like to stay up really late. So, one day we had to go to church, and knowing that erked me so much that I couldn't sleep the night before. Well when I awoke, it was 1:00 pm, the time I usually get out of church. "Maybe they couldn't wake me", I thought. But when I asked my grandma or sister they always had some other alibi. I think they just don't want to tell me that it's my fault we don't go, but I wouldn't mind. So anyways, ever since I've been staying up late the night before church, and it's worked. I'm so smart! xD
Now I'm restless, and of course, I have to stay put so not to disturb the snoozing family. It's so unfair! Stupid insomnia....Well, I think this has been a good babble. I'll definitely have to do it again! Bai bai now!
 QAceQ · Sun Jul 12, 2009 @ 09:57am · 1 Comments |
