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My life... full of misery. I can't stand it sometimes, wanting to draw the blade down further into my arm. I then think of who I'll leave behind. Friends. That's it. Just friends. My work? Ha, I can barly get my jumbled thoughts onto paper. Most of my work is help from my friends. I love someone, but they cannot know. It'd hurt both of us... her because she's taken and me because I'd be regected. I'm tired.... I want to rest.. but there are those who'll cry. I don't want that. I want to rest, but I can't. My head is heavy and my body weary. My emotions weigh me down. My mind is restless. Always alert... I ask you who read this, let me rest. Let me be free. I can't take it anymore.