Sitting here, wasting time
Trying to out live the pain
Knowing most of it isn't mine
I start to wonder if it's in vain
My heart is heavy and stained
This depression slowly eats it away
It hurts so bad, feeling strained
I doubt I'll make it past today
Is it okay to feel this way
Needing to cry, wanting to die
I wish it would stop, so I'll try and pray
With no change I curse god and sigh
Trying to out live the pain
Knowing most of it isn't mine
I start to wonder if it's in vain
My heart is heavy and stained
This depression slowly eats it away
It hurts so bad, feeling strained
I doubt I'll make it past today
Is it okay to feel this way
Needing to cry, wanting to die
I wish it would stop, so I'll try and pray
With no change I curse god and sigh
