thinking about bullshit is the worst i dont like thinking
i find my self thinking some of the darkest thoughts when im a lone and trying to solve life and its mistakes
i end up listening to music loud so it silences the thoughts
playing drums cuz its loud and i dont have to think just go with the flow
whether its anger or sadness its not excepted keep yourself smilling so others see the charade no one wants to hear you bitching about wat ppl did to you
funny cuz i like listening to wat ppl have done to others it helps my putrid hate for this ******** human race i may not hate some but those sick ******** who destroy the lives of others need to be punished thrown in the dirty and told
your fat
your ugly
your a failure
no one will love you
your nothing more then another worthless body
UGH ******** i HATE humans
go to hell and leave me be so i can sit in my place silent as the grave
and drink my poison and sleep trying to forget the past and look ahead
for wat is my future for me as long as i make some ones life better im happy
^^ i could never intetionally hurt another human in any way unless they hurt me
and even then its hard for me to
idk y im writing i just am
its not directed to ne one
its just thoughts of mine judge me if you will
i care not wat you think only wat
i am to accomplish
with out trying to seek revenge
on those who fosakened
me to the hell i built for me
dont watch me destroy myself
just remember wat
teachings i pass on to you
and me as the teddy bear who loved you
im not saying im sucidel
im just a sad human who will take a beating ten fold
over letting others be hurt
just say thank you and
leave my corrupt soul
to its forsaken keep
i will help you dont help me
im not weak i have to fix me
i have to help me
i love you for trying
but this is my battle
i wish not to take others to
the inevitable doom i seek
im not saying to leave me and
never speak to me again
lol im just saying let me fight
im strong i swear i love you
just let me show my strenth
to myself so i can see it
wow i sound like a d**k
well guess its true the worthless dickhead
just like most said it came tru ^^
well guess thats it
this not pointed at anyone just my own thoughts running free on paper ^^ take no offense ne one if you treat me diffrent so be it i just had to say it
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