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I just feel so out of mind...he makes me want him and then he does stuff to hurt me but at the same time I think I may be hurting him back.
Our birthday is coming up (Dec 19th, yes we both have the same b-day) and I just wanted to see if he would come over and give me some weed or birthday gift, like he should. For the last two days I saw him he said he didn't know. I had gotten pissed off with his attitude yesterday...since we had a assembly, I wanted to talk with him and that didn't work out so I just left the assmbly and hung out with a middle school friend of mine while I contacted my graduated friend...who was going to take me out early for a birthday suprise!
He showed up just as the assembly ended and I was talking to him in the commons and my ex walks out of the assembly and sees me talking with him, he and his little group start walking toward me...he is coming straight for me...'BAM' he full on runs into me and grabs my arm and takes me to the end of the hall, while my friend talks with a old teacher. My ex and the group start saying crude stuff about what the older guys motives are and they don't even know him. My ex gets all ticked off with the convo and changes it. Somehow we all go off in different dirrections and the buses are due to arrive in 10 mins when I walked to down the bus tunnel I ran into my ex again and he started pushing me I told him to stop and he didn't until we reached the outside. Then he grabbed both sides of my face and if I didn't pull back or look down I swear he would have kissed me...but instead he said 'cause I know you still want me...'
After all that he knew what time I was going on my date and he calls 15 mins before I got home to see if I was home....when I called him back he couldn't talk cause his dad was home.
Then my 'best gal pal' called and we talked for like a hour about my date and then he called back.
He told me that he got me something and he would come by Monday!
IT's driving me insane...what is it...probally weed and he probally wants something like sex from me....
 Hypnotic_PoisonzWine · Sun Dec 18, 2005 @ 06:49am · 0 Comments |
