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well there not much to say on this subject but it really hurts badly, the girl i loved soo much seems not have feel the same she just knida throw that in my face really hurts alot. i have seen her good sides and her bad and well i know this i cant try it again she broke me and was the only one who ever could and well she did crying . the feels i feel right now are weakness, sadness, hurt, used, broken, low life fool, foolish for thinking i could even love again, stone, i dont care about life, wanting to die, whanting to know why i failed, crying inside and out, hoping it was a lie, shocked, disapointed, defenceless, crushed, lifeless, distant from the world and things around me. thats how i felt that night i will never let it happen again no matter the price i cant fall like that again it almost got me killed, so think about who you love and if they really do love you back in the same way.
i told her i would sit in my room in the dark and cry all night and thats what i did. sad this life of mine just wish i could do some thing about it. this is a lession learned and never will beforgotten.
crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying
 jhd44 · Sat Nov 20, 2004 @ 11:58pm · 0 Comments |
