I thought I was better,
I thought I could once again believe.
I thought you were the one I could always trust,
Not the one that would deceive.
I have gone numb from all the lies and hurt.
I no longer feel good enough, I feel like dirt.
Dirt that's repeatedly being stepped on without a care.
Don't you see me? Don't you know that I'm there?
My eyes are swollen and red from all the tears I have shed.
I thought you would build me back up again.
But you let me down, and crushed my heart,
I should have known this would happen from the start.
I should have never said yes.
But if I wouldn't have, I would have pulled the trigger I must confess.
I thought I could once again believe.
I thought you were the one I could always trust,
Not the one that would deceive.
I have gone numb from all the lies and hurt.
I no longer feel good enough, I feel like dirt.
Dirt that's repeatedly being stepped on without a care.
Don't you see me? Don't you know that I'm there?
My eyes are swollen and red from all the tears I have shed.
I thought you would build me back up again.
But you let me down, and crushed my heart,
I should have known this would happen from the start.
I should have never said yes.
But if I wouldn't have, I would have pulled the trigger I must confess.