I can still see your smiling face,
It releases all your inner grace.
Though your outside is torn,
Your heart is big and open to keep me warm.
I wanted to tell you what I saw,
But now its too late, and your forever lost.
You wandered into the back of my mind,
And ever since then, I've been just fine.
Never turning back, to what i never knew,
Not missing, forgetting, all my thoughts of you.
What I'd hoped for, its just my fantasy,
There never was and never will be, a you and me.
Everything I saw in you, it was all fake.
Thinking I loved you, was my mistake.
Its slowly healing, the wound you left in my heart.
But this empty feeling, keeps tearing it back apart.
As I watch the pouring rain smuther the dirt,
I remember when I could feel no hurt.
I was young then and the world around me, was a beautiful place,
But now I know its just a hard slap in the face.
Inside I am screaming to find my way out,
But that escape is being blocked by all of my doubt.
There is no longer a solitude where I can hide,
My only way out, is S U I C I D E.
It releases all your inner grace.
Though your outside is torn,
Your heart is big and open to keep me warm.
I wanted to tell you what I saw,
But now its too late, and your forever lost.
You wandered into the back of my mind,
And ever since then, I've been just fine.
Never turning back, to what i never knew,
Not missing, forgetting, all my thoughts of you.
What I'd hoped for, its just my fantasy,
There never was and never will be, a you and me.
Everything I saw in you, it was all fake.
Thinking I loved you, was my mistake.
Its slowly healing, the wound you left in my heart.
But this empty feeling, keeps tearing it back apart.
As I watch the pouring rain smuther the dirt,
I remember when I could feel no hurt.
I was young then and the world around me, was a beautiful place,
But now I know its just a hard slap in the face.
Inside I am screaming to find my way out,
But that escape is being blocked by all of my doubt.
There is no longer a solitude where I can hide,
My only way out, is S U I C I D E.
