God! I hate my ******** dad! Hes so ******** mean to me! He just made me cry in like 3 seconds! I'm crying right now as I type to you. I just want to run away!
Well, first my mom was talking about how nobody empties the trash can and so dad snapped his fingers hard at me and points at me with those cold nonloving eyes of his and so I went empty the trash can. When I got back in the house I told mom that we ((ne & Kayla)) would most probably be much happier and more willing to do stuff he would just simply ask us to do stuff instead of snapping at us or jumping and ripping the spines out of our backs. She agreed with me then told me that I should tell him. I just rolled my eyes and she knew what I meant. So she wen in the living room and told my dad what I said, which I didn't want her to because I'm scared to death of him! And so he just looked at me coldly then went off cursing and just killing me with his words alone! My mom tried to tell him to stop but hes just a ******** a**. After he left the room I started crying. You just don't know how afraid me and Kayla are of him! He scares me so much! I hate him! And you know what? I was so glad to hear that he wasn't going to be here on the weekdays because of his job in Alabama. But now his jopb is over and we have to live with him again! I'm going to go stir crazy! This is why I never talk to im! Because he mainly scares me mentally and physically! I'm still crying!
Slaide
calm down calm down
*huggles* just try to avoid him for awhile and let him cool off
*huggles* just try to avoid him for awhile and let him cool off
Chesea
But you don't understand! Hes never cool! I can't aviod him! Hes everywhere I turn! He gave me a headache by crying so much! My mom just tryed calming me down. She told me that she'd talk to him but I don't want her to because whenever she does he just shoots back by attacking me or Kayla again! *huggles and cries* If it wasn't raining, I would be with Magic or Callie, most likely Callie, way down the street, far away from him! I don't want to live in fear of my own father! Fathers aren't suppose to be like this! No matter what! A-a-and he's supposed to know that!
(( If you read my first journal topic, Callie and Magic are my cats and Kayla is my older sister. ))
This was part of the conversation me and Slaide were having in pm's.
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