lol I haven't posted a journal in forever. Gaia got boring after I got super rich and I didn't realize there was new stuff, now I shall obsess again razz Since I'm pregnant and will be home all the time all over again.
I'd like to say that I have the most insufferable inlaws that a person could ever have. My boyfriend sits there like a dead fish and doesn't respond whenever I'm trying to talk to him because he was raised in a way that left him with a sit down and shut up response to everything, Now because his parents are so dysfunctional we're becoming dysfunctional because it's nearly impossible to get anywhere with the man...
I thank god that my own dysfunctional parents weren't dysfunctional in ways that left me unable to deal properly with life and society. I'd hate to be screwed up in the ways other people seem to be. I'll take my abandonment issues and keep them thanks.
Other things bother me too... my dreams as of late have been wildly entertaining but I never feel as though I've had a good sleep. I also eat less instead of more shouldn't it be the opposite with being pregnant? But I never feel hungry with this baby, just feel blah all the time.
I'm obsessed with my weight. I keep losing which is bad then I've got this self image thing going on where I hate the way i look even know I'm content with the way I feel. Blah I don't get it!! Oh and THANK YOU to the random guy who came up to me in the mall and hit on me telling me I'm a beautiful woman and I should be treated like a queen. Dude was a little odd but he made my week, that's right not my day my WHOLE WEEK.
I'm now currently sitting at a garage sale that no one can find and no one has really been to. And the people who do come don't want to pay anything for anything and nothing got priced so rather then make an offer they ask then put down whatever they were looking at when they don't like the price. Blah I hate people. BLAHBLAHBLAH.
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