This morning.... (10/13/05) Gabby Broke up with me.
She is a very busy and stressed girl, when i realy thing about it, she needed me gone. its because of how she felt about me. I boyfriend should be able to relieve stress, the mere thought of him should calm the soul, his arms wrapped around you should rid you of all worry. But i couldnt do that for gabby. I just didnt have that effect on her. A boyfriend that cant do those things is ok, but when you have as stressfull a life as she does, there is no place for such a person. I was only a burden. this isnt what she said, its what i came to relize.
she was almost to tears when she talked to me this morning.
Thats why im not crying.. i wont shed a tear. Because if im sad, she will feel bad.. and she will cry.. and i dont want that. So i wont cry. Its not that bad any way. This decion will make things easyer on her, and thus, she will be happy. which is all i ever wanted.. was for her to be happy. nothing else matters.
and who knows, maybe someday there will be a place for me.
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Are you trying to tell us this or convince yourself of something?