Every time you say something it just further pisses me off, because I know that you are not telling me the truth. You may say that your sorry and that you never ment to hurt me, but you did.
And now I don't trust anyone, living or dead, I have shut myself off from all else that happens around me. And who's to blame? You? No my dear loved one, you are the light to my darkness, the one that still holds my heart in this dark world.
I am the one to blame, I trusted you, and I have paid for it with my very sanity. So as you go and have fun with your lover and soon to be wife, i will remain alone and broken, in a world that will never be what I expected without you.
I feel like I have been stabbed in the chest, now I know what it means to haved loved and lost. Because of you I have no more room left in my blackened heart for another person, but I will prevail; I will smile and laugh untill I cry, I will continue my life happy and be greatfull, I will be fine... On the outside.
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