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I Can't Believe I Was Thinking Of You.

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I guess I don't need him.

I don't need someone that doesn't return my texts.
Someone that loved me as much as his dog.
Someone that finds his homework more important than me.
Someone that changes his mind so easily.
Someone that could easily go days without talking to me.
Someone that can't be romantic if he's not face-to-face with me.
Someone that wouldn't date me for long unless I lost my virginity.
Someone that's barely ever happy.
Someone that cares so much about what others think.
Someone that thinks he's so good looking.
Someone that thinks he is better than his friends.
Someone that's completely pessimistic about everything.
Someone that gets mad when I tell him that something reminds me of him.
Someone that believes we weren't meant to be.

I guess I just...
need someone that I can depend on.

I regret putting so much effort into someone that wasn't willing to put in any back.
I regret being so stupid.
Poly, don't let me do this again.

Dear God,
get me through this.


<33 PrimeRibby






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Polyphonic Twilight
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commentCommented on: Mon May 18, 2009 @ 04:05pm
I know you don't need him.

You don't need someone who makes you cry more than he makes you smile.
Someone who lets you worry yourself sick for days without saying a word.
Someone who claims he loves you but doesn't act like he does.
Someone who doesn't realize how lucky he is to have you.
Someone who gets mad at you for the silliest things.
You just don't need any of that. And you definitely don't need him.

You're going to find someone who deserves you. Someone who's everything you thought he was, but better. I'm so sure of that, Cort. You'll have your fairytale, and all he'll have is his dog.

You weren't being stupid. You were being brave. Giving every bit of your heart to him, believing it would work. You have passion, and that's admirable.

Besides. If you never play the game, you'll never lose, but you also won't ever win. And we both know that you're a winner.

Dear Prime,
it'll be easier than you think.

& I will always be here if you need me.


commentCommented on: Tue May 19, 2009 @ 08:33pm
Thanks. redface heart



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