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December 1, 2005
Today was real crappy. I worry about Kaz more now. I've never thought myself to be exceptionally good looking but he said something about it to me today, and now I'm even more worried. All he seems to care about are physical things. Things were going okay but now he's started to complain about... things. I'm actually surprised it didn't happen sooner. And something else happened too today which wasn't entirely my fault and now he's mad at me for that. I don't know what to do. And on top of all this I got sent a stupid jury duty thing. Like I don't already have enough problems. It's because I have a license. Some places I think it's if you voted... Well I've done that too but if that were it I could maybe stop voting, but I can't stop driving. There's just no way, the bus doesn't even go to my neighborhood and I just got a new car. The problem with this is I don't know what the hell you do at this jury thing or even where the hell it is. I have bad direction and would get lost trying to get there, I only drive places I know or with my parents telling me where something is. And it's near Christmas when we're not even going to be in town, and I just got new skis so I can't not go on vacation. My mom's going to get me out of it though, she's going to either make an excuse or get a something saying I have disabilities or something... Cause I have too many problems and don't know enough to even do something like that. I'd be totally lost and confused having to do something like that. Well Kaz is going to play Guild Wars. I found out good news from him though, his friend quit that other guild before Kaz could join it, so now there's like no guild. So at least I don't have that guild to worry about, since I was afraid Kaz would join it and I wouldn't be able to or something... I just wonder what's going to happen now, if he'll join yet another guild and give me the same problem. x.x He wanted to play by himself but I think he's going to play with me now, that's good. I'm letting him play by himself for a little bit since my computer is slow and it slows him down waiting for me. He hates playing with me because of that. Another thing that's not my fault and beyond my control. He said for me to get a new computer. I already asked for a new one and my mom said no. Of course she did. I got this one just one year ago and I have another one, that's two laptops, getting a third so soon would be crazy. I'd look like some spoiled person. Never mind that the first laptop is a mess and barely runs.
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