All about Him.
I think about him all the time, all the freaking time. I think, as I’ve said many times before, I could honestly fall in love with him. Given time, I believe I could. But I would rather not have that as my forethought. I just want to have him in my life right now. To let time go on, and hopefully, this will become a real relationship. The type of thing I’ve never really had. I think it can. I think it might. I know he cares about me, just like I care about him. I think I’ve made mistakes about it. Made it seem like…I don’t, not as much as I really do. But it’s hard for me to tell too. I just hope that it all works out. I think it will. I think that I should be able to call him my ‘boyfriend’ or whatever next school year. At some point in there. Not this summer, not with the distance that will be between us, because we don’t know each other well enough yet, but I think there’s a serious potential there. I’m just going to keep on that train of thought, and hopefully quit being so distracted thinking of him all the time
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