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So this is what sucks.

I hate ranting. I hate complaining. I hate b*tching. I hate people who rant, complain and/or b*itch. That being said, I'm gonna do it anyway. o.0

My internet and computer completely suck. I've been trying to reinstall my Ragnarok Online game now for 3 DAYS and it just won't install. Maybe it doesn't like the fact that I have a slower computer now or that I've installed/reinstalled so many times....but iunno. So I figure I'd redownload everything and start again right?

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Right. It takes freakin 5 HOURS to download the game. So I'm totally screwed.
I have to go to work and let it keep installing and by the time I get back.......NOPE, IT'LL STILL BE INSTALLING. stressed

And oh yeah, my romantic and personal life is a complete mess somewhat complicated by someone I met online, (not sharing details >.< wink which is the ABSOLUTE WORST WAY TO BE INVOLVED. Take my word for it. It SERIOUSLY sucks. Stupid freaking men and their mixed signals....*grumbles*

My fault for getting involved though. I'm so pathetic. Family is a mess too. Everything this year has been a mess.......Dad, my brother, MY CAR (2 of them confused ), all the house stuff breaking for no apparent reason, cutting my hours at work, school, friends, no friends, life, no life.......I'm starting to depress myself. o.0

One of my really good internet/msn friends just left yesterday cuz she's moving to Kentucky so she won't be online for like....3 months. I know she's coming back, but I'm gonna miss her like crazy.....(and be glad she's gone at the same time....omfg don't ask for details on that one.)

My head is so screwed up right now, it's no wonder all I want to do is sleep and get online. And of course my attitude and life affect my family....directly so I feel like crap about myself and am starting to question my parenting ability. *sighs*

Time for work, so I'm done for now.