
Is caring a crime? Why do people care to little? Why do i care to much? i always ask myself these questions. my friends tell me that i need to be more self confident...but how can i? so much hate and pain and crime is this ******** world.

i get put down by my family and "peers". why dont people understand that someone has to care. they think no one gives a s**t when i ******** do.
******** i would even take a bullet for the assholes that make fun of me. They dont know how good they have it. ID DIE for anyone basically. Everyone deserves a second chance. and believe me, the death of a comrad could change someones life forever... someone has to be the one to give a s**t...

i care so much i'd die, commit suicide, ******** i'd even kill someone else for any of my friends. Morgan, Cody, Ben, Selena, Jackie, Rachel, Alice, Jewls. i would die for any of them in less than a heartbeat. I care too much...am i going to pay the price in the future? whats going to happen to me? i dont give a s**t. i dont think i was put on this earth to be happy...i was put here to help others. and ******** i hope i can do a hell of a job.

for all you ******** heads who think no one gives a s**t about them..come talk to me because your a ******** idiot.
my heart hurts... i do not deserve happiness... i deserve to hold everyone else's pain so they won't have to.

some people are conceited and some people are just to shy to speak up. I am not shy or conceited. i just care to much. and my heart hurts. thank you all. so stop giving me s**t (especially over the internet you ******** heads) that i am heartless. i care to ******** much for my own good.
