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I'm worthless
I AM WORTHLESS

i am not worhtly of having anyone.. i am not wanted by anything or anyone. I am alone.. people treat me like s**t.
people take what they want from me and go.. "sorry I goota go""sorry i gotta meed someone"
but it all boils down to the fact that people are leaving and not returning. so i sit here, alone..
alone is sit, once again. one single stray emotion, on this lonely night, opens the flood gates as this tital wave of pleading tears flow from these orbs...
inevitable silence rings off these solitary walls... the gentle whisper of tears hitting the floor beneath me is the only sound,
exept for the ringing of your voice in my head which is my only confort, and my biggest fear...
watching all the happy moments abandon me like every human has done
no one wants me in their life.. they dont care for or about me. i am not wanted.. i am not needed.. i am used
i am lied to.. and i am hated.. most of all.. i am alone

I AM UGLY

i am not pretty.. i am not happy.. i am cruel.. i am lost and cold.. forsaken by all man.. i am a piece of worthless s**t..
no one wants or needs to be with or around me in their life for i dont provide enough..
i am not a good friend.. i am not a good person.. and i am not a good girlfriend... i would not make a good wife
i am a moron.. i am a child.. i am lost and tired.. i am drained and i am abandened
i am not anyones dream, fantasy, life, or lover
i would not make a good spouse.. i would not make a good friend... i am sincere

I AM A BURDEN


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