What's wrong with it is that it becomes all too permanent when everything is confusing and painful and lonely. Much as I hate always living in the present, at least I know it's better for me. Even if I don't like it >.<
I spent most of the day alone. Part of it was moving out of my dorm, but part of it was everyone going to the state park to basically lay around in the sun all day. And go swimming a bit in the nasty lake. And have a picnic. I didn't want to go for various reasons, not the least of which being that I don't like being out in the sun for that long on a hot day. I burn too easily, even with sunscreen >.< So I was relegated to a very long day alone. I caught up on One Piece, though, so I guess it wasn't a complete bummer. Well...yea it was. *sigh*
how pathetic of me.
~nepie
I don't think I ever posted this, but I just found it on my computer, so here it is. My "lovely" quick sketch on a Holiday Inn pad of paper. With my mom standing like 5 feet away ^^;;;
Kiri is standing on something. She's not unnaturally tall like that xD
"May I have this dance?"
Nee atashi ga anata o mitsukete
Soshite nido to wasurezu
Donna ni mune ga itakutemo soba ni iru no
Zutto
Zutto
