What is this?
I want it, yet I can't grasp it.
It's so aggrivating, but am I content?
My sanity's been strangled, my mind bent.
The records of me have been torn, frayed, burned.
My limit's torn.
And yet..am I satisfied?
No I want more..right? I don't know, my doubt's been denied.
The struggle is complicated.
Any hope's been annialated.
My soul is tainted.
The demon took over after I fainted.
It's changed me in ways I love to hate.
It's tempted my destiny, screwed up my fate.
I want to scream, but all I can muster -
Is a deafoning whisper.
What happens next?
I never gave it my best.
Help. I'm lost......
I never knew the cost.
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