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I did it again, I got all up ons over girls and completely lost touch with everything else, 'specially God, who I'm really frustrated with for tellin' me not to go through with my relationship with Britt.

And crap, I've still got feelings for Michelle. It became very evident when I got annoyed with her and Rob while they flirted in my car. Rob...needs to cut it out. He needs to realize he's got a girl that loves him and he should stick with her. But no.

Annnnnnd yeah. The only thing finally allowing me to turn away from Britt was Michelle, and that's a selfish reason, so I'm still not following God just because it's the right thing to do. I'm selfishly lookin' out for me. Once again.

Damn.