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well i was rasied in a small town, in newfoundland canada. it was just mom three brothers and one sister. a few years back my youngest brother died shortly after birth. but beofre that in my past past, as i siad small town mom 2 brothers cause other was not born or even thought of and my sister.

i was picked on alot by many other kids and sexes and races some times they liked to beat me up alot kick me in the ribs and other painful things, well i have learned that you should make your own choices not the ones others try to make for you and dont go with thew croudes if you know its wrong take the stand even tho you may get some minor cuts or scrapes for it. well the things that changed me the most was the thought and discust of being like the people who beat me up all of my childhood so i know you bad things can get in life but you cant just give them all up because of some thing like that, its just not right, i know this because i did at one point them my life changed when i was 12years old.

i moved to the other side of canada as far north as i could get with my other family members not my dads cause he walked out on me and never said a word to me till this day, its ok now tho i dont really mind it any more.

i know have people who want me to have my dreams come true and have helped me on a great start and i am willing to help any one on gods green earth if they will let me and try with all there might to change, with all of my past experences i have helped many people to this day feels like all my pain and scares payed off in a way because now i know what to look for and how important it is to help others to the best of your ablities if they are willing to ask for it and try them selfs, kinda funny when i think about it cause i never really cared about it before then when i met the one girl who made it all matter things got a bit better for me and i really like to think they got better for her as well if she reads this she will know who she is wink well thats all i can think of to say about my past and lessions i have learned right now who knows what i could add tomorrow you never know. night any one who reads this or day ya know.