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Rawr
I want to see him smile one more time,
and feel his lips pressed to mine,
I want all the impossibilities,
because of that one moment in time,
I want his kiss,
a kiss as simple as a peck,
yet as complex as the very kiss,
that breathed life into my very soul,
his voice cold,
putting meaning into the words he spoke,
harsh and unkind,
pushing me past the line,
alone falling,
falling father from him,
farther from the arms that held me tight,
for what seemed an impossible moment in time.
Falling into the darkness,
my tears chasing me,
holding every memory,
making them all a lie.
The darkness taking me in,
holding me together,
as I fall,
farther from him,
farther into the one thing I feared.


~Loves all about trusting someone with your pain, the two things I avoid, which is why when I did, I lost everything as he said those words...~

-SeibetsuKoneko ^.- (I'll translate for those who are curious)

A love so true,
undefined by that of physical love,
imagining his arms around me,
his voice ringing in my ears,
so deep,
so sweet,
his name echoing in my head,
so simple,
yet, holding meaning so deep,
my eyelids fluttered,
fighting my sleep,
we sat in silence,
in love,
and forever in awe,
our lips cannot touch,
our hands cannot hold,
the last three words that came,
"I love you,"
is all he said,
before the phone went dead,
the first and last time,
I heard those words,
eight little letters,
that had the power,
to make me or break me.
The love I had once held,
so near and dear,
is now gone,
along with him.


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