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What's the deal...okay so I went out with this guy same grade as me and same exact age...we've had a on and off like for one another and we lasted two weeks.

His dad made him break up with me cause he got 5 F's anyway, the next day I see him and this senior hugging...I wont deny it pissed me off. So then yesterday I see them holding hands but whenever a guy hit on me when he's around he gets all pissy cause he says once his grades are up he's gonna ask me back out.

Here is the thing one of the guys that I thought was cute all year and kinda liked became my method of trying to get back at my ex...at first he didn't respond and then all the sudden he started tickling and hugging me and it seems to make everyone think "How cute are they togther." My ex hasn't seen us flirting but this is the kinda thing that would make his blood boil raw...I like that...

but...

I really am begining to like this guy I mean he responds to me and I respond to him and he's sooooooooo cute and the thing is when I'm hanging out with him he makes me forget about my ex...

I seriously like him...but I still want to make my ex eat it...I want him to see how much this guy flirts with me how he hugs me and tickles me and messes with my hair...I want him to hurt just as much as he hurt me.

Yet I want this other guy sooooo much but he's a ladies man and he wouldn't consider me...