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I feel crappy right now. I woke up feeling sick, and I've spent most of the day alone while Cait, Rawr, and Kira went to church and, after lunch, the library. I nearly got locked out of, well, everywhere because I was out in my car plugging my phone in when they were leaving for the library, sans dorm and apartment keys because I was going for all of 2 minutes to do this. They were about to leave, and all I had was a dead phone and car keys. I'm at the dorm now and my head's spinny and weird. I wasn't gonna sleep there tonight, but I feel sick. I don't want to be alone, in case I really get sick.
We fail at life here and planned a surprise birthday party for Rawr 10 days before her birthday...and on Good Friday. All of them and our friends are Baptist or non-denominational and don't "celebrate" (I forgot the actual word) Lent. I do. Good Friday + over 18 = fasting. I'm really upset. I don't wanna be a downer and make anyone feel bad 'cause I'm not eating anything, but unfortunately, I have to be there. We're getting Chinese food as well, most likely, and of course it'll have meat in it, so I couldn't even wait 'til then to eat or something. It would be better if I weren't there, but I can't skip it.
I need a Coke. or some chocolate. And a nap. And a hug. And i'm gonna get maybe one of those 4. 99% sure I shouldn't be here.
~nepie
 nepie · Sun Mar 29, 2009 @ 08:59pm · 0 Comments |
